Anger
Suddenly thought of my 가족.. The only emotion that surfaced was anger. Couldn't it and..myself be any more screwed up? I couldn't even recall that there was a new addition, because the person involved did not bother telling me.So much anger, frustration bottled up.. Well that's what we do best, since we've recieved special training since young to do just that. And avoidance too, it's impressive how good I am at that. To an extent that I don't feel associated with the 가족 anymore. Nowhere to turn to. But of course who would understand? Feeling so distant and alone.
Will it ever get better? How? I wonder..
Having second thoughts about December now, maybe I should cancel the plan.
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3 Comments:
What happened this time? :$
Like I said, just thinking angers me
Oh..
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